vague

October 28, 2018

I’ve come to the conclusion that nothing I do or say is going to change what I’ve done or said. I ask forgiveness from those I know I’ve wronged and may even receive it. the reality is that even in the wake of their forgiveness I still did the thing and nothing will change that. Kind of gloomy.

We make decisions according to what we think is best. Right? Sometimes though we make decisions according to what we want the most because we think that is what is best. It has been hard for me to differentiate between  the two. The hardest thing to learn, is saying I don’t know.

Its not about who knows the truth, It comes down to what is the truth. I spent my life trying to find out who knows. Because of that I was never able to know what it was. I was searching for who and placing blame when who it was wasn’t who I thought it should be.

Cheers.

 

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